Just a collection of stuff I would never have the guts to say anywhere else

I can literally picture your lips on mine 

the way you’d move your hands on my body

the sound of your moans in my mouth

and I have never wanted anything more

I’m good, but not good enough.

Second best in your heart,

In your mind,

In your dreams,

Not what you wanted, but what you’ll settle for

And I’ve accepted

My fate

But that doesn’t stop it

From ripping out my heart

And stinging my eyes

When you and her come to mind